God, I hate summer already. D: It hasn't even officially started yet and still, I'm...

A) Bored as hell
B) Waiting for the new school year to begin
C) Already dreading July 4th

I'll explain all of these...

I'm bored as hell because there is absolutely nothing to do. There are so many people that I want to IM but I really shouldn't because I they piss me off and I really don't want anything to do with them.

Which brings me to my next point...I really want the new school year to begin. I want to start everything over because right now, everything is a mess and I just want to erase it all. The thing that annoyed me most about this year is that most of the people that I'm not close to, I should be closer to and most of the people that I am close to do nothing but annoy me. So yeah...need to fix that. :/

July 4th is the anniversary of when me and Danny first went out. And then it was August 21st when we broke up. We got back together September 25th. Those three dates are the clearest in my head but there are other important ones. The point is, that I'm still not over it and I won't be over what happened for a really long time. It was a pretty terrible time of my life but the worst part is that the good parts I didn't even deserve. Honestly, I really feel like no one else understands how I feel because of that. I just feel so stupid for believing that guys like that would ever want to go out with me. As soon as he asked me out, I should have known he wasn't real.

I know that this journal might annoy a lot of people. But I don't care. Good night, you guys.